GOING WITH THE FLOW by Perry H. Biddle Jr.

Life is a canoe trip down a rushing mountain stream. You can’t turn back , though you long to do so. You can
only move with the current, churning and splashing along .But how I would like to go back upstream and take
another look at that breathtaking view of mountain peaks. Back upstream to a spot where the water is calm
in a pond built by a family of beavers. Back upstream to the point before the canoe overturned and drenched
me and I had to pull it to shore and bail it out.
Back upstream, knowing in advance where the whirlpools are and the hidden rocks lie waiting to ram my
shining craft.
But, life flows on and I must go with the flow. Go with openness and flexibility to what life brings.
Going with the flow is risky. You never know when you may capsize again or even get a hole punched in the
bottom to end the trip.
But that’s the thrill of it all, isn’t it? The life and death struggle to keep afloat and moving with the flow.
Moving along the stream gets broader and I become more skillful in maneuvering the craft of life. Going with
the flow I discover even more thrilling views never even dreamed of, the serendipity of it all is almost too
much.
I hadn’t planned on passing through a meadow blazing with spring flowers or seeing a proud buck grazing
in the distance or an eagle soaring overhead.
These are extras of life, things I hadn’t earned or counted on or deserved. They are gifts, gifts from the giver. I
know not what lies ahead. But I know I must go with the flow and I would not turn back upstream. No, not
really, even if I had the chance for there are too many challenges and thrills ahead to lure me on and on and
on.
Moving with the flow demands my best in guiding the canoe with a burst of paddling now, then a time of
flowing through calm waters to the next rapids.. Moving with the flow demands a sharp eye for what lies
ahead and how to avoid the spills. It calls for split second decisions which can’t be undone and relived.
Moving with the flow means using my mind and body with all the skill I have. But sometimes the flow takes
me past willows bending over the stream where I duck my head and lose sight of the way. My skills are of
little value. I must trust the one who created the woods and streams, the mountain peaks and sky and , yes,
even me. It means trusting God to bring me through the rapids of life to a safe ending where all streams
meet and find safe harbor in the eternal.
A Different Christmas Poem

The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.

Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.

My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.

The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.

My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,
Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.
Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled,
Standing watch over me, and my wife and my child.

"What are you doing?" I asked without fear,
"Come in this moment, it's freezing out here!
Put down your pack, brush the snow from your sleeve,
You should be at home on a cold Christmas Eve!"

For barely a moment I saw his eyes shift,
Away from the cold and the snow blown in drifts..
To the window that danced with a warm fire's light
Then he sighed and he said "Its really all right,

I'm out here by choice. I'm here every night."

"It's my duty to stand at the front of the line,
That separates you from the darkest of times.
No one had to ask or beg or implore me,

I'm proud to stand here like my fathers before me.
My Gramps died at ' Pearl on a day in December,"
Then he sighed, "That's a Christmas 'Gram always
remembers."

My dad stood his watch in the jungles of ' Nam ',
And now it is my turn and so, here I am.
I've not seen my own son in more than a while,
But my wife sends me pictures, he's sure got her smile.

Then he bent and he carefully pulled from his bag,
The red, white, and blue... an American flag.
I can live through the cold and the being alone,
Away from my family, my house and my home.

I can stand at my post through the rain and the sleet,
I can sleep in a foxhole with little to eat.
I can carry the weight of killing another,
Or lay down my life with my sister and brother..

Who stand at the front against any and all,
To ensure for all time that this flag will not fall."
"So go back inside," he said, "harbor no fright,
Your family is waiting and I'll be all right."

"But isn't there something I can do, at the least,
"Give you money," I asked, "or prepare you a feast?
It seems all too little for all that you've done,
For being away from your wife and your son."

Then his eye welled a tear that held no regret,
"Just tell us you love us, and never forget.
To fight for our rights back at home while we're gone,
To stand your own watch, no matter how long.

For when we come home, either standing or dead,
To know you remember we fought and we bled.
Is payment enough, and with that we will trust,
That we mattered to you as you mattered to us."

PLEASE, Would you do me the kind favor of sending
this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be
coming soon and some credit is due to our U.S.service
men and women for our being able to celebrate these
festivities.  Let's try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of
what we owe. Make people stop and think of our heroes,
living and dead, who sacrificed themselves for us.

LCDR Jeff Giles, SC, USN
30t h Naval Construc tion Regiment
OIC, Logistics Cell One
Al Taqqadum , Iraq.
"Wilderness areas are first of all a
series of sanctuaries for the primitive
arts of wilderness travel, especially
canoeing and packing."

Aldo Leopold
Toughen up, grit your teeth, tolerate
the mosquitoes, the rain, the wind.
Yes, the trail is a little rough, steep and
muddy. But that inner strength and
drive will get you across. We accept
and relish these challenges in the BW,
but our current environment seems so
fragile, weak and sensitive that the
slightest breeze from the wrong
direction seems capable of destroying
it. Lets not sit down on the trail and
give up, pouting to go home while
there are still portages to cross, lakes
to paddle and storms to weather.
"Climb the mountains
and get their good tidings.
Nature's peace will flow into you
as sunshine flows into trees.
The winds blow their own freshness
into you,
and the storms their energy,
while cares drop off like autumn
leaves."
...Character is doing what's right, when
nobody's looking."

--Congressman J.C.Watts
"Life is not measured by the number of
breaths we take, but by the moments
that take our breath away."


George Carlin
"God let Peter walk on water. To the
rest of us He gave knees."
A Different Christmas Poem
by Sherwin

A Different Christmas Poem

The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.

My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.

Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.

The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.

My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.

In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.

The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.

Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know,
Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the
snow.

My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.

Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,
Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.

Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled,
Standing watch over me, and my wife and my child.

"What are you doing?" I asked without fear,
"Come in this moment, it's freezing out here!

Put down your pack, brush the snow from your
sleeve,
You should be at home on a cold Christmas Eve!"

For barely a moment I saw his eyes shift,
Away from the cold and the snow blown in drifts..

To the window that danced with a warm fire's light
Then he sighed and he said "Its really all right,
"I'm out here by choice. I'm here every night."

"It's my duty to stand at the front of the line,
That separates you from the darkest of times.

No one had to ask or beg or implore me,
I'm proud to stand here like my fathers before me.

My Gramps died at ' Pearl on a day in December,"
Then he sighed, "That's a Christmas 'Gram always
remembers."

My dad stood his watch in the jungles of ' Nam ',
And now it is my turn and so, here I am.
I've not seen my own son in more than a while,
But my wife sends me pictures, he's sure got her
smile.

Then he bent and he carefully pulled from his bag,
The red, white, and blue.. an American flag.
I can live through the cold and the being alone,
Away from my family, my house and my home.

I can stand at my post through the rain and the
sleet,
I can sleep in a foxhole with little to eat.
I can carry the weight of killing another,
Or lay down my life with my sister and brother..

Who stand at the front against any and all,
To ensure for all time that this flag will not fall."
"So go back inside," he said, "harbor no fright,
Your family is waiting and I'll be all right."

"But isn't there something I can do, at the least,
"Give you money," I asked, "or prepare you a feast?
It seems all too little for all that you've done,
For being away from your wife and your son."

Then his eye welled a tear that held no regret,
"Just tell us you love us, and never forget.
To fight for our rights back at home while we're
gone,
To stand your own watch, no matter how long.

For when we come home, either standing or dead,
To know you remember we fought and we bled.
Is payment enough, and with that we will trust,
That we mattered to you as you mattered to us."

--
Dec 7.......
"I fear all we have done is to awaken a sleeping giant and fill him
with a terrible resolve."

Japanese Admiral Isoroku Yamamoto.

He supposedly made this quote shortly after the attack on Pearl
Harbor. This is an unsubstantiated quote from the Japanese
Admiral who orchestrated the attack.
"Walk too fast you leave your feet behind."
Something happens to a man when he sits before a fire. Strange
stirrings take place within him, and a light comes into his eyes
which was not there before. An open flame suddenly changes his
environment to one of adventure and romance. Even an indoor
fireplace has this effect, though its owner is protected by four walls
and the assurance that, should the fire go out, his thermostat will
keep him warm. No matter where an open fire happens to be, in a
city apartment, a primitive cabin, or deep in the wilderness, it
weaves its spell.
Before men ever dreamed of shelter, campfires were their homes.
Here they gathered and made their first plans for communal living,
for tribal hunts and raids. Here for centuries they dreamed vague
dreams and became slowly aware of the first faint glimmerings
and nebulous urges that eventually were to widen the gulf between
them and the primitive darkness from which they sprang.
Although the gulf is wide, even now we see the future in leaping
flames, making plans in their enchantment which in the brash light
of day seem foolhardy. Before them, modern conquests are
broached and unwritten pledges made which vary little from those
of the past. Around a fire men feel that the whole world is their
campsite and all men partners of the trail.
Once a man has known the warmth and companionship there,
once he has tasted the thrill of stories of the chase with the firelight
in his eyes, he has made contact with the past, recaptured some of
the lost wonder of his early years and some of the sense of
mystery of his forebears. He has reforged a link in his memory
which was broken when men abandoned the life of the nomad and
moved from the forests, plains, and mountains to the security of
villages. Having bridged the gap, he swiftly discovers something he
had lost, a sense of belonging to the earth and to his kind. When
that happens, he reaches back beyond his own life experience to a
time when existence was simple.
So deeply ingrained is his feeling, and all it connotes, that even the
building of a fire has ritualistic significance. Whether he admits it or
not, every act of preparation is vital and satisfying to civilized man.
Although the fire may not be needed for warmth or protection or
even the preparation of food, it is still a primal and psychological
necessity. On any wilderness expedition it always serves as a
climax to the adventures of the day, is as important to a complete
experience as the final curtain to a play. It gives everyone an
opportunity to participate in an act hallowed by the devotion of
forgotten generations.
The choice of the proper spot to build a fire is important. No place
is picked lightly, for there are many factors involved. From the time
man first carried a living brand from some lightning-struck stub and
then discovered how to generate a flame with a whirling spindle
and tinder, he was set apart. He has not forgotten, and even today
everyone is anxious to help the fire-builder get started. All join in the
search for kindling, for resinous bits of wood and bark. How
proudly each brings in his offering, what genuine satisfaction is
shared when the flames take hold! As the fire burns, see how it is
tended and groomed and fondled, how little chips are added as
they fall away from the larger sticks, how every man polices the
fringe before him and treats the blaze as the living thing that it is.
Anyone who has traveled in the wilds knows how much he looks
forward to the time of day when he can lay down his burden and
make camp. He pictures the ideal place and all that he must find
there: water, a good wood supply, protection from wind and
weather. As shadows begin to lengthen, the matter of a campsite
takes precedence over everything else, as it has for ages past
whenever men have been on the move. The camp with its fire has
always been the goal, a place worth striving toward and, once
attained, worth defending against all comers.
G.M. Trevelyan once said: “We are literally children of the earth, and
removed from her our spirits wither or run to various forms of
insanity. Unless we can refresh ourselves at least by intermittent
contact with nature, we grow awry.” What he was thinking of was
the need of a race of men in which ancient needs and urges are
still very much alive, a a race caught in the intricate and baffling
milieu of a civilization that no longer provides the old satisfactions
or sources of contentment.
Thoreau implied exactly the same when he said: “In wilderness is
the salvation of mankind.” The campfire would have typified a
necessary means of contact to them both.
In years of roaming the wilds, my campfires seem like glowing
beads in a long chain of experience. Some of the beads glow more
than the others, and when I blow on them ever so softly, they burst
into flame. When that happens, I recapture the scenes themselves,
pick them out of the almost forgotten limbo of the past and make
them live.
One of these glowing beads was a little camp on the bare shelf of
rock beside the Isabella River. The moon was full that night and the
tent was in the light of it. Because the river ran north and south at
that point, the moon shone down the length of a long, silvery pool,
turning the rapids at its base into a million dancing pinpoints. A
whippoorwill was calling and the valley of the Isabella was full of its
haunting music, a music that seemed to blend into the gurgle of
the rapids, the splash of rising trout, and the sleepy calling of a
white-throated sparrow disturbed by the crackling flames.
The tall spruces at the end of the pool were black against the sky,
and every leaf was tinged with silver. A trout rose again and again,
and widening circles moved over the pool, erasing the smooth
luminescence of its surface. The campfire was part of the magic
and witchery of that scene. For primitive man the night might have
been tinged with superstition and perhaps with fear. We only
wondered at its beauty.
One summer I made an expedition into the Maligne River country in
the Quetico. We were camped on a slender spit of rock overlooking
the wild, island-studded reaches of Lac la Croix. A dead pine had
fallen and shattered itself on the very tip of the point, and there with
chunks of the resinous wood we built our fire. We sat on a little
shelf of rock under the pines where we could watch the firelight
change the branches and their tracery to coppery gold. For hours
we watched them and the reflection on the water, but when a loon
called from the open lake and then swam like a ghost into the
circle of light, the scene was touched with magic.
Another time, I was camped at the mouth of the Range River where
it empties into Low Lake. The bluebills had come and gone, and a
snowstorm was raging overhead. Our tent was in the shelter of a
ledge that protected us from the gale. It smelled of balsam, and our
sleeping-bags were dry and warm. The little campfire out in front
not only meant warmth and protection from the cold, but somehow
made us part of the storm. Through it we could watch the swirling
snow, hear it hiss as it struck the water, see the branches of the
trees and the ground becoming whiter and whiter. Once, above its
whispering and the roar of the wind, we heard the sound of wings,
a last belated flock hurtling down the river.
There have been countless campfires, each one different, but
some so blended into their backgrounds that it is hard for them to
emerge. But I have found that when I catch even a glimmer of their
almost forgotten light in the eyes of some friend who has shared
them with me, they begin to flame once more. Those old fires have
strange and wonderful powers. Even their memories make life the
adventure it was meant to be.

Sigurd F. Olson
The Singing Wilderness
JOYS OF AN OPEN CAMPFIRE by Rebecca Barry

Famous nature writers and poets write meaty, philosophical and
romantic stuff about campfires all the time. They write of flames,
warmth, coals and embers and their words conjure up images of
enchantment, sentiment and magic. In their poems, flickering
flame-tongues reach skyward with religious significance. Writers
describe how campfires draw people close together, stimulate
them to spin tales, dream dreams and feel a special
companionship and sharing in the out-of doors. One writer says
every wilderness campfire is a glowing bead on a long chain of
experience.
But none of these astute wordsmiths ever tells the truth about
what really happens around a campfire.
It’s hard to think about the sacredness of campfires when you
find a firepit full of someone else’s burned up trash, melted
aluminum foil, rusty cans and remains of a
half-burned 14” log, 13 feet long propped up on a fire grate.
Just try starting a fire with soggy, wet paper matches, or wooden
matches when the little white tips scrape off when you try to strike
them on a rough, wet rock. Or when there isn’t enough paper,
tinder or birch bark available. Writers and poets never tell their
readers about flicking butane lighters twenty-seven times in a row
with no luck and ending up with a raw thumb. Never do they
mention having to stumble around in the dark woods only to find
a few measly pieces of half-rotted, punky wood that takes forty-five
minutes to catch fire and even when it does catch hold, produces
puny flames, billowing plumes of smoke and no heat
whatsoever. Blowing on glowing embers and singeing your
eyebrows, accidently stirring up a face full of ash dust and
inadvertently inhaling acrid smoke is not the subject of much high-
class outdoor prose.
Around a campfire I always seem to experience the joy of sitting
on damp, hard ground, getting up to discover a big gob of melted
pine pitch stuck to the seat of my britches. It’s either that or sitting
on a skinny, round, barkless log and ending up falling backwards
on to the ground, melting the bottoms of my sneakers and
charring the woolen socks in the campfire.
Then there is the common experience of having a very hot front,
feeling your face blistering while your back is icy-cold,
necessitating having to keep turning around like meat on a spit.
Nasty little demons live in firepits. They hang around and wait for
people to do something stupid and delight in tormenting
dedicated campfire-watchers.
When the wind blows ever so slightly, these little buggers are
responsible for the sparks that zing out of the fire without warning
and burn little black pinholes in your expensive Gore-tex jacket.
No matter which side of the fire you sit, the fire demons make
sure you are always directly in line with the smoke. They are
responsible for causing coughing fits, burning eyes and throats,
and making people get up and walk away for fresh air.
Real nature writers never mention the fire demons or the
fluttering hordes of kamikaze moths that materialize out of the
darkness, zoom headfirst into the flames and vaporize in a puff of
dust before your very eyes. It really makes you stop and think
about the fragility of life when they do that. It can be a real
conversation-stopper around a night-time campfire. There are
other airborne, armor piercing bugs which take fiendish delight in
swarming around campfires—like mosquitos large enough to
have landing lights or carry off newborn babies. They have the
effect of stimulating conversation of the wrong kind. Other forest
creatures draw close, just outside the ring of firelight, with their
eyes glowing, snuffling, crunching and rustling in the bushes and
making just enough noise to scare even the bravest camper into
a nearby tree until daylight comes.
Last summer my canoe-camping companions and I established
the custom of taking a handful of cold ashes away from each
firepit and adding them to new ones along our journey from lake
to lake. This simple act symbolizes the continuity of experiences
we have shared on our wilderness treks, both on the water and
around night-time campfires. The bonds we have developed with
one another, the long-term friendships, the laughter, the
memories of past trips and hundreds of campfires shared have
almost a spiritual quality for us-wet matches, smoke in our eyes
and bugs included.
"The life I touch for good or ill will touch
another life, and that in turn another, until who
knows where the trembling stops or in what far
place my touch will be felt."

Frederick Buechner
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